Question Painting

First touch with painting/drawing was in my childhood. As a child my parents supported me a lot and lead me to creativity. I ve tried piano and dance classes, musicals. I already felt like an artist in every step. Abstract paintings have not always been part of my creation. I used to paint my dreams and little bit more specific objects but after time I realise that's not freedom for me. Composition and colours should keep balance and being connected each other then you can feel harmony what is the point. Particular object many times interrupt limits of freedom.